The television personality, 41, has revealed the cruel taunts she faced from trolls after opening up about how she secretly self-harmed.
It was to do with me, obviously I was going through something and the only way I could relieve the pressure was to cut myself. For support on dealing with self-harm see mind.org.uk/selfharm or call Mind's confidential Infoline on 0300 123 3393. 'This is why I'm making this documentary, I want to finally put it to bed… It was just something I did in private for 20 years. 'So you know, when I just obviously, suddenly got famous and then people were coming up to me every five minutes. I don't understand it. and I was shocked.' So I washed your hand s and you started crying.... It's one of those things, do you know what I mean?' It's very, very scary' It's very, very scary.' It's scary.
Reality star, television personality and all-round-diva Gemma Collins has featured as an almost permanent fixture on our screens since she first appeared in ...
Whilst describing her first few years in the public eye on The Gemma Collins Podcast, she revealed, "When I first became known in public I was sent off to bootcamps. She now seems to have a different mindset when it comes to her health, weight and well-being, however. Tonight will see Gemma Collins opening up about a topic that she has not spoken about publicly - her battle with self-harm. Over her years in the spotlight, Gemma Collins has also discussed her agonising experiences with trolling. Basically I had a miscarriage but obviously the baby was formed and it died in front of me. "I rang my doctor and he said you need to go straight to the hospital. Her charisma on the show and iconic meme-worthy quotes meant that she would remain as a permanent, central character from 2011 to 2019. She learned to love the spotlight in her teenage years, having attended both dance lessons and stage school as well as having starred in school musicals. emerging from a Marbella 2012 episode of the reality show where she confronted him for bad-mouthing her weight behind her back. Gemma also dealt with numerous short-term relationships, all of which came to awkward or unpleasant ends for the TV star. Collins has since admitting to having been suspicious of her boyfriend being gay whilst they were together. Gemma's teen confidence however seemed to hinder her ability to fit in with the other school children, however, and after being bullied for this for a number of years, she was forced to move to a private school.
Reality star drops the diva antics for an exposing look at her struggles with stress that started in her teen years.
Though proud of how her daughter has made a living through her confidence and charisma, Gemma’s mum Joan refuses to accept that Gemma’s cutting, at least in part, was a result of stress and pressure to be happy as a child, even when she wasn’t. “The problem is with you – it wouldn’t be from your home life,” Joan reasons. Vulnerability isn’t something that comes easily to Collins, and in many ways, putting on a strong front is probably what’s kept her (and The GC) in the industry for so long. Occasionally, she speaks about the self-harm as if it weren’t something to do with her at all. Yet she wants everyone to know that it’s not a celebrity sob story: “Do not get the violins out for me,” she caveats. In Gemma Collins: Self-Harm and Me, she begins a journey of acknowledging and understanding her 20-year habit of cutting her wrists in times of overwhelming stress. But it is Collins who is the subject of this four-part project: sensitive, softly spoken and fiercely protective of her loved ones.
Rami confessed during a Channel 4 documentary Gemma Collins: Self Harm and Me, that he has seen the star self-harm.
And it was not nice." Gemma told him: "Really, I can’t believe that I did it. "So I washed your hands and you started crying, and I was so shocked you know."
The former reality TV star has opened up about her experiences with self-harm in a new documentary.
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The reality star confronted her mother, friends and fiancé about the self-harm she had inflicted since she was 13.
It was through conversations with her therapist that Collins made her breakthroughs. The documentary had little structure, jumping around from conversations with her friends and parents to an extended chat with a therapist. There is a reason Gemma Collins is Towie’s biggest breakout star.
Diva Forever icon Gemma Collins opened up about her struggles with depression and self-harm in the Channel 4 documentary Self-Harm and Me.
I will hopefully be the best mum on earth, but everyone says that." For support on dealing with self-harm see mind.org.uk/selfharm or call Mind's confidential Infoline on 0300 123 3393. Another took to her Instagram and wrote: "Watching this. Her fiancé Rami Hawash and mother also spoke on the topic. "Stats around self harm are difficult to establish as so many people keep it hidden. In the documentary, Gemma vowed to be the "best mum" to her own children one day.