Denise Van Outen

Denise Van Outen has said she 'struggled to breathe' she was so heartbroken after split from cheating partner Eddie but admits she's now having therapy for ...

I'm deeply sorry." "It hurts. It’s horrible", on the Happy Place podcast.

Denise van Outen has confessed the heartache following her split with ex-boyfriend Eddie Boxshall – who admitted to cheating – was so painful she went to ...

Looking forward, Denise said she was aiming to be the "best person I can be" for her next relationship and also as a mother. "At the same time, she does need to know and I can't just brush everything under the carpet." "She has always got that constant in her life so actually it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be – it's still horrible.

DENISE VAN OUTEN was left so devastated by her split from ex-fiance Eddie Boxshall that the emotional impact left her struggling to breathe.

Denise Van Outen, 48, called it quits with commodities trader Eddie Boxshall in January after it was reported he had sent flirty text messages to other women. "Sometimes it's been to the detriment of my own career or in my own relationships, but I just feel like it's really important as a woman to have self-worth and self-respect." Denise also confessed during the podcast that, in a bid to heal, she is trying therapy for the first time in her life. "[I was] thinking 'I don’t know how I’m going to get through the next week because I feel so broken'. it’s horrible." The Dancing On Ice star admitted that she felt under pressure to soldier on due to her presence in the public eye. [I was] thinking 'I don’t know how I’m going to get through the next week because I feel so broken'.

Singer and Celebrity Gogglebox star Denise van Outen, aged 48, opened up about her "horrible" breakup.

Looking forward, Denise said she was aiming to be the "best person I can be" for her next relationship and also as a mother. "At the same time, she does need to know and I can't just brush everything under the carpet." It's still heartbreaking to talk to your child about that but, at the same time, she has got an amazing father."

She split from her commodities trader ex Eddie Boxshall last year in a bitter breakup, after finding messages he sent to other women during the relationship ...

I felt like someone was sitting on my chest.' I felt like someone was sitting on my chest.' 'Those nights of just sitting there on my patio, three, four o’clock in the morning, feeling drained and empty and thinking, "I don’t know how I’m going to get through the next week", because you just feel so broken, it’s horrible. Denise, who co-parents her daughter Betsy with ex-husband Lee Mead, has previously said that sharing the news with her daughter was the 'worst part' about the break-up. Like, I couldn’t breathe. I think that’s what I’m trying to understand.'

Denise Van Outen has said that she's turned to therapy as she is “trying to work through” trusting partners again after her split from Eddie Boxshall.

But I think it delayed all the emotions until around Christmas time when I was just on my own that it all really hit, and I just fell to pieces a bit.” He said: “I hurt Denise, I broke her trust and I’m deeply sorry.” The lyrics of the songs that I was singing, I was just standing there sometimes thinking I just wanted to cry. “But I am open to it. She continued: “I’m such a passionate performer. If anybody would have asked me a few months ago would you do therapy I’d go, ‘I don’t need it’, because I always think I’m quite good at solving things myself.

The Gogglebox star has got therapy so she can be emotionally ready for her next relationship, says Denise van Outen.

I’m kind of trying to just accept that it was just a little blip in my life and I’ve just gotta accept it for what it is and what it was and learn from it, and grow from it. "I think it will be a little bit of an issue, but it’s something I’m just going to have to work through and just… "Why I allow myself to sometimes perhaps try to fix things and make things right.

Celebrity Gogglebox star Denise Van Outen has lifted the lid on her heartbreaking split with former partner Eddie Boxshall after the breakdown of their ...

I'm deeply sorry." I'm getting there," she told. "I'm good actually.