Lauren Goodger

The former TOWIE star's newborn passed just minutes after being born.

Start your Independent Premium subscription today. I want them to know they aren’t alone,” she added. By clicking ‘Register’ you confirm that your data has been entered correctly and you have read and agree to our Terms of use, Cookie policy and Privacy notice. By clicking ‘Register’ you confirm that your data has been entered correctly and you have read and agree to our Terms of use, Cookie policy and Privacy notice. I held her, and she looked like she was sleeping. I thought she would wake up.”

Lauren Goodger says she "needs to understand" why her newborn baby died just hours after birth, following a "textbook" pregnancy and labour.

I want them to know they aren't alone." Lauren Goodger says she "needs to understand" why her newborn baby died just hours after birth, following a "textbook" pregnancy and labour. The former TOWIE star called baby Lorena's death shortly after her birth earlier this month "the most traumatic experience of my life" and says there will be a post-mortem to find out why the newborn died.

Lauren was advised to remain at home after her waters broke on July 6, safe under the watchful eye of her midwife, Tamzin.

She added: "I am broken. I want to talk about her death to help other parents out there going through this. I thought she would wake up." I held her and she looked like she was sleeping. Shortly afterwards though Lauren and Charles were given the devastating news. Two days later in a routine check, however, Tamzin couldn't detect Lorena's heartbeat and called an ambulance.

Lauren had no complications while giving birth and said she had a 'textbook pregnancy', making Lorena's death all the more distressing for her and on/off ...

I want to help other people and other families.’ I have to try and move forwards and accept it. I need more of an understanding of why this happened,’ the influencer said. I’ve got all the photos on my phone and I can’t stop looking at them.’ I spoke to her and told her I loved her and all about Larose,’ she said. ‘I just spent the night looking at her and touching her.

Lauren Goodger, 35, was heartbroken after her daughter Lorena died earlier this month. The TOWIE star is awaiting the results of her newborn's post-mortem, ...

I am broken." “I feel like I can keep strong in the day for Larose, but at night, that’s when it just hits me. Speaking about the little white bear, she said: "When I say my final goodbye to her, I’m going to swap them over. Lauren said how she held her hands and feet and told her how much she loved her. The star spent 24 hours with her baby and said how she spent all night looking and touching her. She said how she couldn't bear to look at the baby bouncer and birthing pool but that her clothes make her feel better.

Former TOWIE star Lauren Goodger says she is having a post-mortem on her baby daughter in a desperate attempt to find out why she tragically died just ...

I want them to know they aren't alone." Speaking to The Sun, Ms Goodger revealed she was having a post-mortem conducted in an attempt to fully understand why Lorena died. The 35-year-old said she was "broken" after the death of Lorena, who weighed a healthy 9lbs when she entered the world.

The former Towei star said the heartbreaking loss has been 'the most traumatic experience of my life'

Tragically, around 100 of the 700,000 babies born in the UK each year die because something happens during labour and birth that is not anticipated or well managed. I held her and she looked like she was sleeping. I want them to know they aren’t alone.”

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“There [were] no pregnancy or labour complications and she was fine and healthy…there was nothing wrong with her or myself, she was perfect. In a statement,The Royal College of Obstetricians and Gynaecologists released a statement which said: “The loss of a baby is devastating and our deepest condolences go out to Lauren and her family. I am broken.”

In an interview with New magazine just weeks after her tragic loss, the former TOWIE star, 35, said: 'It shouldn't happen. It breaks my heart that I won't ...

I bathed her and put her in a white baby grow which belonged to Larose. It was beautiful. I sang to her and we played songs. Your little heart will forever beat inside mine, I'll love you until the end of time. 'I held her and kissed her. She is getting me through every day.' Without Larose I would not be here. I have to try and move forwards and accept it. 'I will never ever get over this but I will learn how to live everyday with Lorena in my heart she will be with me always and I will be with her again one day… She said: 'The hospital and Petals were amazing. First I need to understand it. The influencer recently spoke to The Sun about her experience, revealing she 'stayed awake all night with her newborn, kissed and bathed her and sang to her.' Lauren told the publication she 'never ever thought I would have to plan a funeral for my child' and that her 'unsettled' body feels like it's like it's 'missing a newborn'.

Former The Only Way Is Essex star Lauren Goodger and partner Charles Drury's daughter Lorena tragically passed away shortly after she was born earlier this ...

I held her and she looked like she was sleeping. I am broken". But, Lauren knew something was wrong when there was no cry or movement and doctors rushed into the room. You couldn’t write it – it was the most traumatic experience I’ve ever been through in my life." It breaks my heart that I won’t see her grow up." I have to try and move forwards and accept it.

Former reality television star Lauren Goodger has opened up about the suspected reasoning behind the tragic death of her new-born baby girl, as she passed ...

"This has been the most traumatic experience of my life. I held her and she looked like she was sleeping. Two days later in a routine labour check, Tamzin wasn't able to detect the baby's heartbeat and called 999.

Earlier this month, The Only Way is Essex star's daughter sadly died, shortly after birth.

Speaking to The Sun, Goodger discuss her loss and revealed she was having a post-mortem to understand why her daughter died. The Essex native shared the tragic news on Instagram, with a touching tribute to her baby. The former TOWIE star, 35, said she needs "to understand how she died for (her) own sanity” after Lorena sadly passed away, on July 8, PA reports.

Lauren Goodger has said her body feels like “it's missing a newborn” as she grieves the death of her baby daughter, Lorena. Earlier this month, the ...

Goodger told The Sun she has ordered a post-mortem on Lorena to discover why she had died. “I held her hands and her little feet. For those 24 hours it was just beautiful to be with her. “I’ve got all the photos on my phone and I can’t stop looking at them. Start your Independent Premium subscription today. She looked like a really healthy and solid baby.”

The reality star has shared her story to support others who've experience baby loss. Lauren Goodger's daughter died in hospital just minutes after she was ...

She spent time with Lorena, and was able to wash her, dress her and sing to her. 'They said she had a low heart rate and took her to the side. That is why I am having an autopsy,' the former TOWIE star, who is 35 years old, told the Sun. 'I need to understand how she died for my own sanity. 'I will never ever get over this but I will learn how to live everyday with Lorena in my heart she will be with me always and I will be with her again one day.' Lauren was going to have a home birth with a birthing pool all set up, but an ambulance was called to rush her into hospital when her midwife was unable to find a heartbeat. 'Words can’t describe as a mother losing your baby that I carried for all these months perfectly and gave birth too for my angel to be taken from me,' she wrote in the caption.